A Renewal
I have been a way for the last couple of months. It has nothing to do with nothing to write or did not feel like it. A lot of it had to do that I do not see the benefits of posting things online when no one reads its but close friends. It was not until my girlfriend flew down here and we met with my Pastor. In that meeting I learned how much I need to work with my future wife on things that I did not even realize. I knew the type of man i am because I have been telling myself that is what I am for as long as I can remember. Through that meeting with my Pastor I realize that I am an angry person with communication/problem solving issues with his future wife. At the same time I realize that is not what God wants me to be. I thought I was this bad person who does things to get by with his girlfriend. I realize God has bigger things for me then I can hope for. These are a few things that God has worked in my life.
1. To write and share your feelings about God with others by writing it online
2. Pray more for renewal in my relationship with my future wife and my own.
3. Read the Gospel more
From now on you will be see a lot more of writings, poems, and many others things that I have should have done. Thanks for reading this and have a Blessed day
August 25, 2010 at 12:24 pm
It is interesting how anger has a way of hiding just under the surface and then raising it’s ugly head when you least expect it. I have alot of anger towards my husband and working through that has not been easy.
I am glad you are writing again because I find your postings to be very inspirational and helps me to stay focused on living a God centered life.
September 1, 2010 at 5:06 am
no problem…I have had a lot of issues and anger was number one on that list and prevent me from writing things that i should be writing